I am not sensitive , you are an asshole.
I struggle with letting go of people and relationships even if they have become super unhealthy, run their course or become a plain waste of time and energy.
I’ve been wondering why is it so hard for me to realize and accept this reality and move on. I wonder if its because I have no roots or attachment to anything else other than people.I love people and it really hurts me so bad and I find it hard to put into words how difficult the process is for me. I wish I was stronger but I almost invariably stay in all types of relationships mainly with the hope that things will change for the better. I still can’t fully grab the concept of how things can change so drastically between people who love each other whether it be friends, partners, family. Like everything does love also go from one stage to another lessening or increasing in strength depending on circumstances..yes probably but how does it come to the point of not wanting to have anything to do with the other or just cutting people off. Sometimes that is the best thing to do so that both parties can move on but I would rather be in a relationship that stinks because letting go seems worse. Since nothing else is consistent in my life I want at least for the relationships to last even when they are way passed the maturity date. I am struggling with this and really it boils down again to the concept of self worth, self love that I also can’t get my head around fully.
Ofcourse I understand that nothing remains the same and impermanence is the name of the game , and I am totally comfortable with change but the thing that I need to really put myself into is getting out of relationships that are not worth holding on to and realizing that letting go is the best way to have some peace and happiness for both parties involved.